its been a long time

this place is so f***ing boring

no wonder i switched back

haha

aidil! you better make up your mind

LOL

instant fav for me. yup yup

hha

still my favourite vid of f horn playing. so freaking high notes!

and and and

if you listen carefully to the background almost to the end of the vid you will hear a random high note blasting out from the horn! hehe

ooh.. i miss me french horn…. having withdrawal symptoms now~~

okay. only one pic because i’ve had it with wordpress picture uploader.

lembab mcm nk mampos. aku gi trekking everest up down pon lom abes. slowpoke siaalllll

anyways…

brendon urie is faved! he is freakin’ awesome!!! on stage he drinks liquor while other performers drank plain water and he spits on the stage occasionally while rocking hard with other PATD members.

god!

oh god!!

you have been truly kind to me!

i can die peacefully now!!!

PATD rocks me pathetic life!!! hahahahahaahhahahahahaahahahaha

brendon is DA BOMB!

he truly is…..

overall Singfest 08 was awesome + fun experience!

yea BABY!

me love love em’ soo much!!all of the artist that performed yesterday! it is just

WOW!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE I SAW THEM ALL

MUAHAHAHAHA

alrights. going to slp now. nights

hha

guess what.

I WENT TO SINGFEST TODAY!!!!!

HAHAHA

AND LET ME TELL YOU THIS!

IT WAS FREAKIN AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!

update later. hehe

so..

here’s the deal

been coughing the entire day.

its quite bad to the extend that my throat hurts when i coughed.

then there’s the ulcer in my mouth. it is firing up my nociceptors like jet planes outdoing the speed of sound

crazy pain i tell you.

and just a few hours ago, fever is creeping in.

this just sucks.

this reminds me when CS project dateline was nearing, i was suffering the same thing.

argh whatever.

now back to HACCP proj. dammit.

thanks for the reality check bro.

the truth hurts but i will move on. thats what i have been doing all these years and i shall continue doing so.

so whatever.

HACCP

hazard analysis critical control point.

SINGFEST!!!!

PATD!

PATD!!

PATD!!!

PATD!!!!

PANIC AT THE DISCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!

i wanna go so bad! gee… SUNDAY TICKETS ARE ALREADY SOLD OUT. DAMN IT.

DAMMMMMIIITTTTT! *throws lappie a mile away*

what a sad boy i am.

damn happy ar just now.

played new super awesome pieces!

one of them is cavetowns! hahaha

and it is a confirmed piece!! weee~~

i am soo looking forward to sinfonique!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhh!!!! ahhaa

so yeah, after practice, mr tan broke the sad news to us.

sigh..

he is leaving us to pursue his doctorate.

though i knew about this like months ago, but still, having him saying it and confirming it to the band was super sad. gee.

mr tan will be away for 3-4 years. like dammit!

he is not even with us that long and he is going off already.

so yeah.

having mixed feelings tonight. happy and sad.

GRR

sinfonique is the last concert mr tan is conducting with NYPSO.

im looking forward to it as well as dreading it.

sobs.

and yeah. having serious online crush on someone. wonder when will it go away.

after the practical test, i asked ms leong if there is any lecture this thurs and asked her if she will be giving exam tips. she gave a faint smirked, held up the test paper (she was collecting it from others as well) and said

“aiyo. can you even do this test paper? you still want exam tips??”

she walked off after that.

deep down i feel sad. i feel that she thought i was stupid or something. i know she might not mean it in that sense (because i am indirectly asking what questions are coming out for the exams =.=), but still, that is the impression i get.

i feel so freakin’ damn sad lar. i know i am not smart like others and in addition im a lazy ass

furthermore i HATE MOLECULAR BIOTECH.

but i am trying my best. studying stuffs i have no interest in and coping with other things in life. sigh

i don’t know why this is upsetting me so much. last sem the same thing happened. dr phoon was like specifically shooting me down for doing badly for the organic chemistry  CT during our tutorial time. i feel so ‘underneath’ if you get what i mean

grr…..

okay enough. won’t blog any further